Well...
I have started the Lucrin and I finally Got AF today..
WHAT A DAY!!!!
On my first IVF cycle I had NO hormonal days and I never lost the plot.
Well today changed all that.
It started with a headache. Lucrin always gave me a headache. But today this ache was not going away only getting worse.
I spoke to My DH this morning on the phone - Lucky guy is in the USA visit with his family. I could already feel on the phone myself getting overly emotional. this was the start of an overly emotional day.
I picked my self up and got ready for work. Thumping head and all.
I went in really feeling like C**P.
each time someone said something I would be close to tears (so not like me at ALL)
It finally got to lunch time and I couldn't take it any more. I went home - Well I went straight to my Mums and had a meltdown!!!
WOW I hate feeling like this.
I went home and called WJ on the phone (sorry for waking you up) and had another meltdown on the phone to him.
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER GIRL!!!!
TALK ABOUT A MESS..
So here i am now.
drinking my ginger and honey tea (my new acupuncturist told me I had to keep my Womb warm - yeah what ever that means)
And im finally calm.
Tomorrow is another day and I will pull myself together.
Cycle day 1 - how many more days of this?????
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