I fell in love with this song after (yes I will admit it) watching Glee. I had a look online to see what peoples interpretations of this song meant to them. I found this one and I thought it was quite relevant to me right now.
But you have to face it. You have to learn to fly and all your life you were waiting for that moment when you can actually be yourself already, when you know your dreams can come true and there's no more feeling of hopelessness.
It's like the song's saying the time is now for you to get over it and that you can do it.
I'm taking it as I need to get over myself!!!!
I am finally trying to gain control over something in my life. My infertility is not under-control and its not just going to go away. I get that!
So I am working on me. I have finally started to do something about my weight. I have joined Jenny Craig and it is working. I feel like i am gaining control back and trying to make me a better me.
I'm tired of not winning the baby race. But I will win the weight race!
I am really happy to be writing again. I had started this blog many years ago when we were going through our IVF journey. Who knows perhaps next year we will be back on that road but for the mean time i'm going to take care of me.
I'm happy to be back
Luisa xxxx