New beginnings?

Tomorrow we have our appointment with a new fertility specialist. I haven't thought much about it but this afternoon its all I'm thinking of. I'm so nervous. What if things don't go the way we want them to, what if he is a total jerk,
what if, 
what if,
what if....

I'M GIVING MYSELF INDIGESTION.... oiii

Will this be the new beginning that we are hoping for?
I'm just hoping this new doctor will support us on our journey.

We have decided that if we don't get a good vibe straight away then we will turn back and

RUNnnnnnnnnnnn




I don't think I can handle anymore disappointment.