Round 3 OI here we come

Well it's officially day 2 and I'm sitting and waiting for my nurses appointment and blood work. I'm trying so so hard not to think too much about it but it is proving difficult considering I've been up since 4:30 am. 

I can start getting my head done in again. I just can't. 

Another blood test

Today is my final blood test got this failed round. If almost seems pointless having this blood test because I already know the answer. 

I haven't started my period yet but I know it's coming. 

I'm not sure how to feel this morning. I really don't.